... I hate myself for not buying that apartment every time I think about it.
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Please don't hate yourself I see life as a learning curve years ago I was introduced to a Ponzi scheme on the platform of an altcoin I loaned money from my salary account and invested in it about $800 was gone I felt suicidal but today I've recovered from that debt by making that circumstance challenge me into getting deeper into learning more about cryptocurrency and the profit ive made has drastically changed my fortune.

So I'd like you see a solution in that obstacle and learn more about real estate there loads of other landed properties you could still get by leveraging on your family resources. Don't give up