For me my life is neutral even though I gamble it because like you said above mate that once we gamble for fun then our life is neutral and this is gonna happen to me right now . As I said I'll gamble for fun and not for money and profits purposes which is I use my extra money to have fun . Because we all know how the gambling world runs and it's depends on your luck once you don't have your luck then you will loss and if you are lucky enough then you will be satisfied the outcome.