I entered this market as early as 2017 and couldn't realize the value of Bitcoin when it was only a few hundred dollars. If I had been more patient and assertive I could have gotten married, had children, had a house of my own, and even had a car. Now I have very little because I lost the profit I made.
Congratulations. Remember to withdraw regularly.
Instead of counting your losses, why not count the other things you have gained such as knowledge, we all have made some mistakes in the past but it shouldn't be a base for us to measure the impact of bitcoin in our lives.
Bitcoin has become the best alternative for every one of us here in the forum and even outside the forum, I can relate to your pains but then let us concentrate on the positive side of Bitcoin and one of the ways to measure this is by knowledge also which majorly come from this forum.