There is nothing that beats learning, maybe I would have had a different outcome if I focused more on learning. Because I will understand how valuable Bitcoin will be in the future.
I like your courage on staying focus to have bitcoin investment even after so many challenges you pass through due to lack of knowledge about bitcoin. Someone that don't have enough money to take care of his responsibilities should not rush into buying bitcoin but to learn,so that after proper knowledge of it.
I know so many newbies out there who don't know about this forum will be passing through this same challenge that you went through and might not be able to have the courage which you had to chase the knowledge of bitcoin and they will give it up. Some will be deceived by bitcoin FUD and that will be the end of their crypto journey.