Have you checked your attitude towards money lately? What is "your dream"? bigger home, a bigger car, private schools, branded drink, gold?...
Money for for things that are important in life: you family, your people, health, well being, ... Do not be afraid to spend the money on your people when they really need it, but be wary of spending it on stupid things and if you think your car and your clothes are important, you may want to start thinking if you have any significant goal in life and where does it get you in the next 10 years.
Of course I will use the money for the welfare of myself, my family, my children and those in need around me.
at this time I want to buy a fairly large house for my family, because at this time I still live with my parents.
it is one of my dreams that I am currently striving for.
I want to open a business to open a business that I like and have dreamed of for a long time.
I also want to have land and gold investment assets because I really believe these two assets will be very valuable in the future.
and in the past I really wanted to invest in bitcoin, and now that goal has been achieved, just waiting for the results.
maybe this is very simple but all of that is very meaningful to me.