I feel alive when I take risks. Would I risk the apartment I live in? No. Would I risk my daily car? Maybe, dunno. Would I risk cash I've saved? YES

Would I take a loan and risk those money by investing them in cryptocurrencies? NO.

I'm going degen all the way with the money I've saved so that even if I lose I can still live a decent life. But I would never ever take a loan in order to invest the money either in crypto or stocks.