I was new to stake.com so I didn't realize it had live blackjack then. If I had known this I would have played live games where the system has nothing to do with a completely human game. And I was content to lose my money there. Whereas losing with the system makes me feel like it's cheating 
If you are not confident about the result on system generated result games then maybe this is not really for you because you cannot enjoy the game by having worries if you are been cheated or not. Better play only on where you are convince that the platform is safe since this could make you feel better and you could enjoy the game even if you lose. Stake is good casino so in my opinion you are in good platform and I guess you cannot get cheating issues there.