You've been in love with bitcoin since 2016, right? Did you catch the price when it fell by 200$? did you buy bitcoin in these days? or how many bitcoins did you buy this time? are you still holding it and haven't sold it yet? or have you sold it too?
You also mentioned that you use bitcoin in your daily life? how? is it by doing your grocery shopping at a supermarket? You didn't mention how it helps you in your daily life routine.