Is this just only me as someone who has zero knowledge of science or there are also people who are in science but still find learning bitcoin confusing and challenging?
Bro you are not the only person with such problem here. I guess we all beginner are facing the same issue. Especially I also experiencing the same issue. I also posted something like this and from those posts, I get one thing clear that there is no "aladdin's lantern" here that you can do everything in one day. You need to spend more time here read more and try harder.