I am determined to do a contribution in here but no matter how hard I try I failing to execute my determination.
How come it will fail if you are fully determin what you want to contribute. If you are talking about merited post, then you should make more improvement by dealing with your content. Its okay if theres no merit popping in, it doesnt mean you arent a good poster, you just continue it and dont mind if its appreciated or not but as long as you did help or contirbute something thats fine.
Also dont be too hard on yourself or pressuring to do more than what you need to share. Topics here can be discuss naturally and no need to make every threads just to meant you are contributing. A simple replied might be helpful already if you suggested or recomended something in a topic. Anyway you are doing great. Ive seen some seriously wanted to change their routine and thats already a big step.
You should always remember OP that earning merits is not the sole basis that makes you a useful forum member. As long as you give your best and you’re making quality posts, which means what you posts have high-quality contents, then you can consider yourself useful and productive. The most important thing here is you are always stating facts, particularly if those were from your experiences that made your post very convincing.