Considering my age, it gets me unhappy with the level of achievement I have so far. I am not the poorest person on earth, just the same way I am not the richest, I categorize myself as an averagely comfortable person. The financial empowerment is affecting me mentally, it is not enough. I checked the lives of old people in my line of work and also in other line of works and see how challenging it could be at the old ages. It can be more if the children of these people are not doing fine financially.
Hmm, my dear fellow is bashing himself which is a sign of no self-confidence and satisfaction which is a sign of a negative impact on the personality. I think you have left all on Bitcoin now and blaming the traditional system for your own policies' failure I have seen many happy people outside with the same traditional economic system and they have achieved a lot. Bitcoin is not going to change your life as a miracle bro this is very true that you can enjoy some of the crazy features with bitcoin that you can enjoy in the traditional financial system. Bitcoin can only push your limits by removing some restriction rest of the things are based on your own efforts. Now if you buy and hold some Bitcoins and start dreaming after a year or two years you are gonna be satisfied then you are in some misconception. Yes you can make some good retuns with the investment nothing more then that with holding policy.
Try to implement Bitcoin in your life and merge it with your skills then check how it goes.