You will arrive at the goal you want to achieve. Need patience and get rid of feelings that make you less passionate.
Don't let your focus be on some things that should be simpler if you do.
2. Merit and sMerit functions.
It's true, of the number of merits I got, I just issued 1 and I sent it to the admin because it's a very useful guide.
I should be able to spend 6 sMerits from the current merit amount.
Now I understand that sMerit is not for keeping but for sharing.
You are all great people and I am very happy to be in the circle of great people.
You may have seen a list of merit senders for you. It might have my name on it.
If measured by the worth of your post when I send 2 merits, for other people maybe it's not worth it.
However, I am giving you a message through the merit that I have sent that people will respect you without you asking to be respected.
Then there is another message that is not communicated clearly to you that those who have sMerit will not let it settle in their pockets.
And one more thing, avoid things like what _BlackStar said above.
In conclusion, I am one of those people who was assisted by other people so that I can be what I am today. You will also experience the same fate if you are consistent and active without ignoring the rules.
I still have 18 sMerits that can be sent and must be sent for the merit system to run smoothly.
Good luck