You don't sound desperate but certainly impatient. This is something that changes with more experience. I can only imagine you haven't been holding Bitcoin for very long.
Anything and everything imaginable will happen to BTC price. You could both be absolutely right and completely wrong at the same time.
You could think price hits $25k before taking off, but turns out it only goes to $30k, then drops to $10k before finally taking off to $100k.

The only certain thing is that long term holding will generate long term wealth. I suggest making DCA trades monthly, that's it.
Keep an excel where you track every purchase every month. Buy a set amount every month, no trades, no BS.