You sound not desperate, but impatient. First of all, you should invest only what you can afford to lose because you never know when you will be able to gain profit, especially huge. Secondly, Bitcoin is a long term investment. It's not really a good idea to try to make money by investing in it for months unless you can see the future.
People get the wrong impression when they always hear stories from short-term holders of bitcoins little do they know not all of their stories are true and they just making stories for their content on youtube. Most people that are getting decent profit from bitcoins are those who were holding it for the long term and also they have multiple sources of income that's why they can have to hold it for that long. This is what most investors nowadays miss, they only rely on one video, and they rush to convert their assets to bitcoins hoping for quick and easy profits also some of them do the worse by borrowing money just for the sake of investing in bitcoins which is not right.