Familiarity.
Such struggle exists in every field not only in this industry. Ofcourse you are a new one which means you are still unfamiliar with terminologies which are not being used on a daily basis. But on the other hand, sources of information is everywhere. Once you encounter aanything you're not familiar with, try to atleast search for its definition in order to not be shocked once you again encounter that particular thing or word.
I remember when I first dived into the world of Bitcoin, it felt like deciphering ancient hieroglyphics. But hey, it's all part of the crypto journey. Soon you'll be dropping terms like 'hash rate' and 'smart contracts' like a pro!
Literally plus the my first impression is there's a lot of numbers that makes me confused. Having no background is like you're a toddler in this industry that's why when you grow up it takes time for you to attain some knowledge. Because you wouldn't master this in just a short time you have to be familiarize and be knowledageable in different things in Bitcoin. But trust me when you understand everything is just easy.
Indeed, things won't be learned in an instant and it will take time. It is not a bad thing to not know something right after the first glance. It will be a bad thing if you will still be unfamiliar of something even if you are being exposed into it for a period of time 'coz that would mean you are not doing your part as a learner.