in order to steal money with plausible deniability.
Let's be realistic, nobody stole your money here, you sent it yourself, nobody asked for you to send anything.
Yes I am telling you that you are wasting time doing something that doesn't make any sense, but you can do whatever you want.
If you can't handle simple things than I am not sure you should be using mixers and bitcoin, since you obviously talk a lot with crypto support teams (CM, samourai, sparrow), so this is not your first rodeo.