Doing this on my own means that I'm not just going to my husband and asking for the money. I want something that I have done independently from him.

While I am risking someone else's money and lets assume I lose it all, My husband will pay the loan back. In that case I would be deeply embarrassed and a bit annoyed. Because he's making the money in our household - and we are very uncomfortable - It just always feels like his money although its not.

I know all stay at home moms can relate that there comes a time when asking for money starts to feel humiliating. I just feel that if I do this trading completely on my own and pay the loan back with the money I saved (and will save) by selling stuff and doing small jobs there and there. Somehow it would make me feel incredibly proud.

2 more years and I can finally get back to work but this is the situation now.

SO my husband IS my backup plan which is why I wrote that 100% guaranteed. Maybe we can make a contract about this?


I also changed the amount from 1000-3000e