and can cause cognitive damage, because of that I'm here seeking for a gambler/investor.
This is what really made me fall in love with OP

Basically he want to ruin the money of others in order to try his luck at trading. Leveraging with others money could be entertaining for the guy because he will simply be playing with it like a video game, and even if he losses everything he doesn't get any kind of cognitive damage. To OP, please my friend go and get a life. I'm very sure that you need some kind of treatment, as someone with sane mind would never say such things. And, you should keep in your mind that no-one is rich enough to waste his/her money in the hands of a person like you.
fause, betors/investor on a high skilled trader for 10x entropy emotions, poor brokes are not my insvestor target, bet than I provide all trading operation screewshots and money in the end than tell the world what am capable to