I keep my bank in control and I want to leverage money that are not on my risk management
But you're so confident in your ability to make 90% per day? I'll tell you what, "lend" me a thousand dollars, and use that to start your leverage routine. If you make over 80% per day (on average) you can split the proceeds with me, minus the original $1k that I "borrowed" from you.
That way, psychologically for you you're leveraging "someone else's money," and psychologically for me, if you lose all "my" money, you can get fucked.