This guy,
I think you are becoming of the funniest gamblers I've come across on this board so far, this minute, you are complaining about losing everything, and the next minute, you decide to quit gambling..
Then just now, you changed your mind about quiting gambling with the excuse that it is hard to quit, and that gambling is already in your blood forever, indeed, I think we no longer need a soothsayer to ascertain or be assured that you are really addicted to gambling, it is already very evident from all ramifications..
Anyways, I wish you Goodluck with your streaming stuff, I will come around to watch anytime I have some free time to spare.
Yeah, honestly I am confused whether this guys is reminding us to quit gambling or encouraging us to engage in gambling. I had read and probably replied on his two created thread thinking that this guy is about quit and all of a sudden here comes another thread where he challenge himself to have a million dice bets which will give him profit every week.
So after all those whining and regretting @OP ends up with a decision of streaming his gambling activity, possibly monetizing them. Anyway, I echo with all the sentiments of the reply here, good luck and hope you find the sponsor you are looking for.