when i was kids, i need to study very hard, to get a lot of score in the test. if i got a zero mark in a math test, i am very scare to go home and show the test paper to my mum.
when i am grown up, i have kids and wife now, i need to work very hard, to get a lot of money in the job. if i got a paycut, or i got fired, i am very scared to go home, i can't sleep well, my head is sweating, the memory of getting zero mark in a test keep haunting me like the nightmare, i need to go out and make a lot of money!!
tell me anything i need to do to make a lot of money. doesn't matter what, i would do anything to get all the money, even if it mean unlawful and unethical!
It seems that you grew up in a negative environment. As a grew up my i never experienced to be scared on failing my grades because my parents did not set a very high expectation. They just let me study and supported me weather i get a high or low grade. They do not demand and pressure me to study very hard and get this grades. This is just a suggestion do not do to your children what you had experienced when you are growing up. Being in that kind of situation it can affect their mental health and the fear deep inside them will grow and it will stays in their heart and mind forever. For you to be able to make a lot of money you have to find other means like finding a side job, creating your own business etc. If you will pursue your target goals then you will be able to earn a lot of money. Just be patient and work hard.