when i was kids, i need to study very hard, to get a lot of score in the test. if i got a zero mark in a math test, i am very scare to go home and show the test paper to my mum.
when i am grown up, i have kids and wife now, i need to work very hard, to get a lot of money in the job. if i got a paycut, or i got fired, i am very scared to go home,
Scared to go home because of low grades or got fired to work doesn't look good. Is your parents treats you bad before? Is your wife often complain about your salary or threatening you? It seems like you're not in a good situation where someone can understand what you've been going through.
tell me anything i need to do to make a lot of money. doesn't matter what, i would do anything to get all the money, even if it mean unlawful and unethical!
No matter how bad your situation is, don't ever think of doing unlawful/unethical work just to get money. Sure you can have money for doing so, but there's a consequences that you'll certainly regret later on. So think positively on how you can maximize your earnings, and ways on how to lessen your burden.