It’s been a while I’ve felt like this, feels bad, disgusting but nothing new. I am faking 30 years old, when you get 30 and until you get there life is not going to get better, you are going to feel and get to know a lot of bad shit, meet a lot of shit people and get more and more disappointed in what the world is like.
You need Jesus. Watch the recent movie, "The Jesus Revolution." It's a documentary of things that really happened in Costa Mesa, Calif., back in the 1970s... regarding Calvary Chapel. https://calvarychapel.com/
Jesus gives meaning to your life.
