The Big Win that I once got, half of which I spent on gambling again, I should have been able to use for something unexpected "like what happened in my life few months after my big win". But, everything has happened, and I have to accept that fact. Regret, of course there is. But let it be a memory and something I can tell to remember the times when I was actively playing slots and getting maxwin. Now, this must be a valuable lesson in life, not to be careless in using money to gamble if get a maxwin.