It does sound crazy it doesn't make you sound rational. You won't get a loan of 30 BTC you shouldn't have wasted your time asking because you've got negative trusts. Before asking for the loan you didn't have any negative trusts but now your account's ruined.
this will sound crazy
and maybe the Legendary ranks will start make jokes as they always do
but i need 30 BTC ASAP in 1 week they will get back 31BTC