Bro I am not wishy washy. The reality is I am smart enough to know I am too stupid to understand my existence.
So I do not give a fuck about believing

in nothing
or god
or reincarnation.

But I let all I meet pick one of the above or pick what I have picked which is I don’t know and I don’t care as  it is above my pay grade.

 take the case  maybe I have never been alive thus I can’t die.
or maybe I don’t exist so I already am nothing and nothing is not what I imaged it to be.
or god  just in case he  or she exists i tell him/her to fuck off as he /she killed off my kids.

quite frankly the idea that I am already in a state of perfect nothingness is appealing as it would mean my older thoughts on nothing at all were wrong.

So I go free form and don’t box myself into any common beliefs.