"... Why being scared mate? There's nothing to fear when you have good knowledge and understanding of how Bitcoin works. You just have to be smart and carful type, not the fearful one. Your fear exposes you to more risk and I don't see how fear can motivate someone..."
This one is right. In crypto trading, you should fear NOTHING as long as you are equipped with proper knowledge on how the trading works. Once you enter this business, you should be ready to lose everything, but at the same gain what you prepared to lose. Who knows what tomorrow brings, right? Your curiosity, eagerness, and risks taken for this field is already an investment aside from your time and money.
Overall, your efforts would not be in vain if you know how to wait and learn how this field works. Do not make every failure a hindrance not to try again.