If you cannot educate yourself, then seek assistance to be educated. It is not easy to educate yourself sometimes and for some people, you can read through long paghes and watch videos and still not be educated enough. You have to know yourself and understand the kind of person you are whether you are the kind that can learn and educate yourself by yourself, or the kind that will need an educated person in the field they want to learn about to help them get educated. Know your kind.