Lastly, I deposit 1800$ to have a better bankroll again, This time I’m betting like a high roller and lucky manage to recover my losses and bag 150$ profit.
You are indeed lucky, because this is just the way people start to gamble with small amount of money and later go for bigger amount like you savings or all the Monty that you have with you. What will later end it is the person finding himself that he got no money again as all as been used to gamble. Just quit gambling for now to have a better mind. Do not go more than you gambling budget anymore. Because you are lucky today, tomorrow may be very different.