I feel the real intensity of my mistake after I withdraw my funds. My hand is shaking and I think my flu come back again due to intense game. I just recently received my yearly bonus and other incentives at work that’s why I’m very confident on playing huge amount.
I can’t imagine what will I deposit when I still lose my 1800$ because I still have remaining balance on my bank account this time. I learned a lot of lesson today. Even a casual gambler can still commit a mistake like addicted gambler does when in dire situation.
You felt that thing because you are too anxious because you lose so much , better not to play when you are feeling well coz you are not in the mood of course , next time much better to play when you are physically and mentally stable and healthy , even being sad or lonely can lead your game sometimes to loses . But losing that much is not good hope you learn a lesson and hope you feel better soon.I can’t imagine what will I deposit when I still lose my 1800$ because I still have remaining balance on my bank account this time. I learned a lot of lesson today. Even a casual gambler can still commit a mistake like addicted gambler does when in dire situation.