I wouldn't have held my bitcoins like you if I opportunities to sell. If I'd paid less but could've sold for 60k I would've been grateful to sell for a sizeable profit. When bitcoin had ATH if you'd sold you could buy again when it's value went down that's what I would've done so dumping for longer profit's works.
I held bitcoin when it was 1k, 10k, 20k, 60k... I will hold it at 1 million.
It will affect my mood that's for sure. I'll wake up every day seeing 1m bitcoin and just smile to myself.