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The main reason I'm sharing this topic is to get your own opinions and advice so that I can do better. I believe it's because of poor financial management that I've fallen to this level. I've been doing things that I now realize were not the right things to do because I don't have any financial stability. Last week, I felt ashamed when people see how frustrated i am because I had bitten off more than I could chew. I'm open to opinions and helpful insights to start again, but this time in a more stable and responsible manner.
I'm sorry for the difficulties you are currently experiencing, I know it wasn't easy for you to get through it this far, from now on you must be able to only focus on yourself, never again want to be someone who wants to make other people happy, I've also experienced times like this when I was very young, my friends were close to me when I had money but when I had little money, they slowly left me, it was quite hard, but it's something that can't be helped. Avoid it, people only respect your money, not you in general. I don't have any other excessive advice, I just hope that when your finances start to improve, don't repeat the things you did in the past.