The main reason I'm sharing this topic is to get your own opinions and advice so that I can do better. I believe it's because of poor financial management that I've fallen to this level. I've been doing things that I now realize were not the right things to do because I don't have any financial stability. Last week, I felt ashamed when people see how frustrated i am because I had bitten off more than I could chew. I'm open to opinions and helpful insights to start again, but this time in a more stable and responsible manner.
Hy Man. Calm down, allow your brain to have some mental break, get some sleep and continue to do what you can do best but I will drop you some word of encouragement.
This life you see, it's all about ups and down. It's obvious you have always had it on the good side, your first time experience or tasting the worse part of life but know this today that life is about ups and down, even the rich also cry meaning they also undergo ups and down. The people you see display wealth and you see show that they are happy have one or two things they are also worrying about, that's life.
Stop hurting your self with inferiority complex and peer pressure of life, because you are doing well before and something happened that altered your life and everything falls before your eyes. Take care of yourself and work on yourself, only you can do it and I believe with time, you will find another route that will take you back to that place or even above where you have always been.