The main reason I'm sharing this topic is to get your own opinions and advice so that I can do better. I believe it's because of poor financial management that I've fallen to this level. I've been doing things that I now realize were not the right things to do because I don't have any financial stability. Last week, I felt ashamed when people see how frustrated i am because I had bitten off more than I could chew. I'm open to opinions and helpful insights to start again, but this time in a more stable and responsible manner.
No one can tell when death and change will come. There is a proverb - don't be afraid of the clouds, remember that the sun is peeking out from behind the clouds. Many world famous people have failed in their first attempt but the pain of failure does not deter anyone. Forget the past and focus on yourself first, don't care what others think about you. I've noticed that the forum has given a lot of great guidance. You can follow the instructions from there. Be diligent, develop the mindset to get up when you fall suddenly to keep the pace of life going. So prepare yourself humanly, set a goal in life and take slow and resolve to move forward. Success is staring at you.