I don't believe I've ever spent this much on gambling all together in my 10+ years of gambling and 7+ years of crypto gambling.
I don't think I've even come close to wagering 200k. I'd have to be rich to let that slide, otherwise, if I was working a normal job, where $100k is more than I make in a year, I'd be devastated, to the point of total depression. How do you manage?