Good for you, if I have up to 200k in dollars doing nothing I will use that to build something that will be bringing in money every blessed day, I am still looking forward to start building my Bitcoin mining haven and I will start very soon, this money is more than enough to have few best asic miners, and you use all the money to gamble, you should be dealt with for doing this  .

Like seriously what type of game you played? Why go all in at once? I am still doing my gambling with $20 to $60 and I lost all after few rounds of game, the money you lost will always be a part of you, ye you aren't going to ever forget, even if one day you win more money you won't be able to forget.

One day you are a family man, well respected and you are responsible and the next day you instantly turn broke, with nothing, this is what's been happening in my country, if you don't fear gambling I think you should start to do so from now on, it's not something to handle slightly, and it's also not something to heavily believe in as your source of income.