conclusion
What's that? I think the one thing you have failed miserably to explain is your negative trust, not only you haven't changed but now I'm %100 sure no one can change not without any force from outside.
You write a wall with total nonsense excuses and yet fail to explain your reason so that people can understand you better.
@1miau, what prompted you to give me negative feedback, and why do you think I need several of them for the same imaginary crime? Go ahead enlighten us.