Loosing once money on the course of gambling is not an addiction, every one wants to taking winning in the gambling that whether loosing or winning there is always other days to get back to the gambling and still after loosed you still report back other times.
That was just such a scenero that exhausted your money.
Gambling addictions is measured by the gamblers level of gambling specifically his consistencies where he has fallen in love on the gamble and doesn't feel complete if he doesn't get on the gambling board.

So I would say that you are an irresponsible gambler and can't take control of your emotions  whereas you fails to undermine making savings in other to accumulate in solving your financial problems and the lost of goal of planning for your future.
You were an irresponsible gambler to had not considered how hard you works to earn the money spent of and your flexibilities to unconsciously loosing and your continues staking without realizing that you are running back to zero level.

Tell us how you did it so others could learn but however, it is always nice at when one realizes himself, picks the point of errors and take drastic measures to tackle the issues. I am happy for you because addiction is a diesease that could have negative mental state of being.

Yes of course I have not only felt being a gambling addict but I feels like I am possesed with gambling because I don't imagine investing my money on a system that I have about 99% percentage to loose yet I keep striving and striking to survive along the line but though I am a responsible gambler who is not addicted

I don't care to know how much I have lost. I am a responsible gambler and somedays wishes I could release all that of my lost back nomatter how little it could be.