I am new to this forum.
All forum participants go through this stage. Your case is not unique.
I don't know exactly what I'm running after. I am slowly learning how to work on it.
If you don’t know this, then neither do we. Get clear on your goals and priorities.
But there is not much clear idea about how to work here.
I have no idea what you want to work on (or how) on the forum, but you need
to work on your ability to clearly formulate and express your thoughts first.
I think more time should be given. Can you help me in any way?
Whatever you want to do here (or anywhere else), spending more time is not enough. It is important to use time productively.
Don't expect help from others if you don't make any effort yourself.