Okay I'm gonna bite because it's holiday season so I'll give you a reply.
Bro, the sooner you break away from believing in a magic sky fairy to solve all your problems, the sooner you will become a little smarter. I'm not holding my breath though.
Most folks who break out of your stage of believing in nonsense don't do it from hearing it from other folks trying to tell them they are not thinking rationally. That just makes them double down.
No, they do it on there own volition, studying the evidence etc.
I can only plant the seed. Good luck bro. I wish you the best growing older and wiser. 
Merry Xmas