Does any of feel behavioral change in you based on the win/loss in gambling. Myself had experienced it, and personally I used to be happy and I used to be polite with my family members and kid whenever I am on profit. On the day of losing it changes exactly in the opposite way, even for simple things I get much anger. Particularly while giving food to kid patience is must. On winning days I let him take his own time and eat. On the losing days I used to shout at him. I'm addicted, and I want fellow gamblers to make a self analysis at regular interval and be on the safer side.
you need therapy my dude, well most of the gambles felt the samw with your emotions everybody is changes moods when they loosing money everybody knows that and the we only want is winning in life but thats not the point of gambling this is why your need to control your emotion for you to be patient. And since you already knows that you even shouting at your kid when he grow up he knew that gambling is good because of the trauma. and when you do this everyday his feeling for you soon become nothing.