My journey into Bitcoin was entire due to the need to send payment across borders as there was FX and several other restrictions in my country. So, I joined Bitcoin just to use it for cross-border payment without knowing it could actually be a way of creating wealth in the future.
Just recently, I was tempted to check my first ever Bitcoin wallet to see what I have done in the past. I was so depressed seeing the volume of Bitcoin that have passed through my wallet without me saving a reasonable portion of it.
I have the feeling that many forum users too have similar experience; do kindly share just maybe I can feel a little better knowing that I'm not a lone.
Same as you, I still use my first ever bitcoin wallet, and I see my transactions in the past. I would say that I should save more or don't use those bitcoins or satoshis. I should do more holdings than use them for my own good, because I'm aware that yes, I invest in bitcoin, but as long as I earn from my holdings, I convert them right away with the excitement that I could buy the things that I need and want. In the past, I lacked future sight or planning for the future. That's why I focus on earning and spending, which I regret that I do.
So now I do more investing than spending the profit that I get from investing in bitcoin, and I have more holdings now than before. The history of my transactions will be my motivation to do better and think wisely before spending my assets.