Bro, I hope you're lying for some anonymity or other kind of reason and that you're not terminally ill.  Seriously.

If you are telling the truth, I'm so sorry for you and hope a medical miracle happens.  You brought a lot to the forum since you've been here, and you established an excellent reputation right from the get-go.  I just checked to see when you registered, and you've been a member longer than I thought but I remember you coming here and spreading knowledge like very few newcomers do.

Take care of yourself for however long you've got left on the big blue marble.  You'll be missed.