As a person who lost a family member to a disease I know exactly how it feels to be desperate... Life is good, mostly sucks but we need to have as much fun as we can in our limited time. That's all there is to it. In the end we are all going to die some time in the future. I just hope it won't be a painful end... As long as there is no pain, it is like sleeping and never waking up again. We think 30-40-50 is a very young age to die and it is... then ask a person who is in his 90's and listen to his answer. He probably won't say that he had enough of life. We are all junkies addicted to oxygen and we all think it will continue like that forever... then some shit happens and... all gone.
I should know. A couple years ago I lost my mother way too early in a similar kind of circumstance.
Can't imagine how o_e_l_e_o must be feeling about this right now (not the trolling that people directly above are doing, which is easily filtered out with "Ignore" BTW, but I mean, ... well you know.)