I sincerely appreciate the gesture - truly I do - but I've always been quite uncomfortable with some of the (for lack of a better term) "hero worship" that myself and some other established/knowledgeable users receive on this forum. I'm just a normal person. Quiet remembrance will be just fine. 
I hope for the absolute best outcome for you mate, I am sorry you have to go through those losers saying “deserved” and other disgusting things i don’t even want to remember just words cannot describe how horrible those people are.