OP has made his own mistakes and harmed himself which makes him bad on this forum because of his stupidity who has no conscience forgiving people who are no longer there. And it's a shame, because most people will take good care of their profile so they don't want their reputation to be tarnished with red ink, no matter how small, it will have fatal consequences if they don't take care of it.
The quality of a person's life lies when we have forgiven people who have hurt us or whatever it is with sincerity so that that person lives or dies in a calm and peaceful state, and I really don't like OP's attitude because it only shows that the quality is very low, even lower than land.