Many newborn traders have always made these types of great missteps all they just wanted was to flex without hard work and I guess it doesn’t function like that.
If you start earning money just to earn the respect from the others then you won't learn anything and you'll just make yourself really bad right there because your motivation is just to make someone proud instead of learning and making money during that learning phase. I hope that people won't use this reason.
As a newbie trader, you just have to pay the expense of success before flexing that the the most important thing,
Not everyone have tendency to learn fast especially if you are newbie, just take your time if you are newbie because there is no reason to just do it fast because the stake is money, sacrifice have to be made.