"Rollbit will not be held liable for any loss or damages which occured as a result of circumventing our self-exclusion program"
Pretty obvious that's exactly what happened here...
I don't really know what OP expects of us bringing this issue here.
Somewhere between testing how sympathetic Bitcointalk regulars are and expressing genuine distress over a very specific type of mental disorder (no offense if that's the case OP... we all have problems).