a few time that I was a victim of emotional gambling, I always lost, like last week when I got my pay in my stake account, instead of gambling along my already laid down rules and principles of not staking and betting with more than 10% of my total weekly earnings, I got carried away with the possibility of winning a huge amount t and by that, I staked my entire earning for that week.
And even when I almost won the bet with almost 80% cash out of the entire winning, I become so greedy and wanted the match to end so I could walk away with the entire winning amount, but unfortunately, the other team equalized and at the end, I lost everything, then I realize the danger of gambling along the emotional line.
Certain conditions can affect the stability of person emotional level, in conditions like this you cannot control it and your emotions increase, which influences you awareness to take steps that are truly unmeasurable and have quite bad impact.
You may lose but from here you are unable to control you emotions and only follow you ambition to avenge defeat by achieving big win, this is really bad condition for gambler and of course mistakes will often occur in conditions like this.
Maybe it is related to self-control, but emotional and overall self-control will fail to be maintained if one of them has failed in suppressing it I think there will always be many gamblers who experience the same thing as you.
But this can give you valuable learning and of course when mistakes have occurred so that we are able to realize them then in the future we can be able to make ourselves more careful and really suppress what could have caused the error to occur.
In conditions like this it is difficult to be able to really press directly at the same time because your thoughts and feelings are really focused on the ambition of winning, even though you win will never be satisfied and try for something bigger.
Indeed, awareness can only really be had when failure has occurred and makes lose large amount and feel disappointed.