As a beginner before owning or buying bitcoin you must learn how to sustain like after buying learn how to hold for long
MY STORY HOW I LOST MY BITCOIN
At the year 2010 I bought bitcoin at #900 then it was 0.005 and before ending of 2012 it was 0.5 and at that period I was happy that I'm already making money but at the other hand I was unable to hold it for long that very time cause i never knew it will get to this very amount
Now I have to start all over again buying
this is luck that is not on your side, and is very different from the story of our friend who only needed a very short time but the profits he got were very large, so in 2010-2012 bitcoin had no signs of increasing like it is now, so in At that time, many people threw away Bitcoin and only bought some worthless items and now regret occurs and they have to start from scratch, as you are feeling now.